part 10. more focus on teknical construction articles

 i don't know why i really easy to get tired of being something. it's like i have many spirit and focus in the early time, but faded away easily as time go. i don't know why, maybe because first time is fuel by wondering and as it lower, my goal become stuck and stop to have much energy. maybe what luck of me is commintment.

i don;t know if this is a right time to move to focus on spesific tecnical articles on construction. i don't know why but this is give me a little energy injection (annd i hope it's last for a long time until i reach 100 articles). basically i don't push myself for have to be true, but someday i thing in some moments i need to cross check with ai, it'll show that i have many mistake and i hope it's give me additional motivation. in other side, of course it'll affect someday i'll feel stuck.so i think i don't gonna ask every articles to AI to check cross. only when i feel less motivation.

actually i put target to focus in this month. but someday it become feel so make burnout and really lazy to to start. of course i still believe this is human being. human brain processed to get instant dopamine i think, which is write in english i think stimuluous dopamine too, but as time go the dopamine hit from write will fading because it's almost same and same dopamine, so brain start to strong to that dopamine hits and not warn it's as dopamine hit anymore.

back to main topic, when it become to talk about construction honestly a don't know what topic will make me really interest. because it'll get more and more boring. but i'll try the best i can. i'll try to give caution more and thinking more what topic about i gonna write. since it's not popular topic, i considering to take guidance from AI what topic i should write. but once again, i think the main problem of me is lack of commitment. maybe commitment to write 100 articles (actually i wrote 10 articles, so need 90 more) is too hard. i'll try to commit untul sunday in this week i write 10 more, at least 7 of them aboun construction, only uf i really run out of energy i will write different topic as a refresher. in first 5 aticles i'll take it easy, just to write whatever i want. in 4 next, i'll ask to AI or grammarly to check my articles. in last article, i'll ask AI or grammarly and rewrite with correction i get. i also try to connect all articles, so i hope in last article this week i will have a robust words or phrase in that spesific topic.

now it'll be new challange to decide on what topic i should talk about in this session. since it's niche article, it's gonna need more commitment, because it's easier to get tired. i think about oil rigging gonna be a wise decision since i not really don't know much about oil vobalurary and phrase. to be honest it'll be better if i make articles plan, but i think it gonna make me less of joyment if i plan all articles in the beginning. so i just plan to topic in next one artickle. my plan is to write about oil processing and also many vocabulary in oil field. i think it's a good plan, because i know oil digging processing and vocabulary about it in one article. (of course one article not enough, but after i write it i gonna think back to decide if i gonna write a really related article or different article but in same niche)